Thursday, March 06, 2008 Sick As Heeeeeeeeyall.........

Current mood: stressed Category: Life Its been 8yrs and now I have the flu. On top of that, I have bronchitis. Everything hurts from my hair on my head, to the bottom of my feet. Ive been tip toe'n around, looking like a scare crow. It hurts to even sit on the toilet. Ive missed 3 1/2 days of work this week. Talk about stress. Its the last month of the fiscal year and one must make quota. If I dont make quota, I wont have a job next month. I rather leave on my own, than to be let go. *sigh* I really hate that job. The money is the only thing that has kept me there. I just called off my relationship and dont have a clue why. I mean, I gave him some excuses to why I wanted out. Just as I dismiss him, the words escape my mouth. Talk about an emotional moment. He looks at me and says "you cant rethink this?" Rethink it? Hell I dont know what I was thinking in the first place. My feet just have a need to run. Its in me. He did one tiny little thing and I ran with it. I normally have no problems with my break ups, but this one feels bad inside. I cant escape the look in his eyes, before he kissed me and left. Hurts like hell, but it is what it is. *shrug* Wait a minute! What is it??? Hey maybe its all just a dream. Its the fever. No, that damn Robitussin!!!