Current mood: pensive
Category: Romance and Relationships
I keep telling myself that I can hush, control, hide, even tame this animal within me. It speaks to me. It burns a fire inside me so strong. I just want to shed this shell and run free; be one with the elments about me. Im so hot. Each beat of my heart feeds the flames. Im consumed by my own fire. Im a slave to the dance. All of me aches with a desire, that I cannot satisfy with simple sex. I need to go further. I am ready. I dont know what it is, but I can taste it in my mouth and feel it all over my body. I touch myself and still cant satisfy the hunger inside. If I set it free, can I control it? *eyes closed as I touch* Oooooh, this skin Im in.
I long to have some one look within my eyes. I want to taste their essence. I want to become one with them...flesh to flesh...soul to soul...as deep inside of us as we can go. Where do they stop and I began. *sigh* Come close. Cum inside. Meet me in that place. Bring "it." Think you have "it?" I want "it." I need "it" so badly. Uuummm! Hurry! Turn the lock. I cant wait any longer. I can look many many miles ahead and all around me; no matter whos standing there, "it" cannot be seen.
How much longer must it stay caged. I dont know if I can hold it. It must be free. I feel its fire, yet it begins to die. Please dont die. I want to let it out...
Dont judge me! Please dont touch me. Dont hold me. Dont look at me. Dont even say a word. Just accept me and all the contradictions. Make no mistake by what you see or think you know. I could let you in and you still wouldnt over-stand the things my mind sees. I hear with my eyes and see with my ears. Maybe you think I need Jesus. Maybe you think Im crazy. Maybe this doesnt make sense to you. Maybe... *shrug* This is my struggle. My reality.
Category: Romance and Relationships
I keep telling myself that I can hush, control, hide, even tame this animal within me. It speaks to me. It burns a fire inside me so strong. I just want to shed this shell and run free; be one with the elments about me. Im so hot. Each beat of my heart feeds the flames. Im consumed by my own fire. Im a slave to the dance. All of me aches with a desire, that I cannot satisfy with simple sex. I need to go further. I am ready. I dont know what it is, but I can taste it in my mouth and feel it all over my body. I touch myself and still cant satisfy the hunger inside. If I set it free, can I control it? *eyes closed as I touch* Oooooh, this skin Im in.
I long to have some one look within my eyes. I want to taste their essence. I want to become one with them...flesh to flesh...soul to soul...as deep inside of us as we can go. Where do they stop and I began. *sigh* Come close. Cum inside. Meet me in that place. Bring "it." Think you have "it?" I want "it." I need "it" so badly. Uuummm! Hurry! Turn the lock. I cant wait any longer. I can look many many miles ahead and all around me; no matter whos standing there, "it" cannot be seen.
How much longer must it stay caged. I dont know if I can hold it. It must be free. I feel its fire, yet it begins to die. Please dont die. I want to let it out...
Dont judge me! Please dont touch me. Dont hold me. Dont look at me. Dont even say a word. Just accept me and all the contradictions. Make no mistake by what you see or think you know. I could let you in and you still wouldnt over-stand the things my mind sees. I hear with my eyes and see with my ears. Maybe you think I need Jesus. Maybe you think Im crazy. Maybe this doesnt make sense to you. Maybe... *shrug* This is my struggle. My reality.
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