Sitting here with a pair of cheetah pj pants on, no top, bare footed. *shrug* Hair pulled up in a messy, curly ball. Two cats walking around, beneath my chair. One of the lil ones still in the bed asleep and the other watching Scooby Doo. Dish washer running in the background. Red dot blinking on my cell phone. Still horney, from the missed booty call last night. Bout to view the pics of the damage to my car. ...oooOOO(cant prove it, but I know my neighbor from hell did it) Thinking about my mom, not feeling well hear lately. Tad bit worried. Probably should be in church, but unlike most I dont run there for help when things seem gloomy. I know that He is hear with me now and I can find Him wherever/whenever I need Him. Church for the believe is the same thing as the night club to the sinner. You figure it out. Better learn how to seek Him on your own. If your relationship with Him is dependent on what your pastor says and your going to church, YOU'S IN BIG TROUBLE! *shrug* Any who!Watched the sun rise this morning, through my bedroom blinds. I laid there wondering what the day held for me and my family. What paths will I cross today. What and who will cross mine. The danger that lurks in wait for me. The blessing right before me, that I cannot see or touch. How many will be granted. How many will I lose/miss. *sigh* As I take steps today, how many are at my own will, how many will He guide. Why cant I hear Him. Maybe I can and just dont know it. What does the voice of Yahweh sound like? How many angels are at my side today. Am I under His protection. Night after night of annointing my childrens heads with oil, as I pray over them while they sleep. Done dozed back off now...
Am I dreaming? Im walking amongst folks. Some I know, some I dont. They all seem to be doing stupid things or about to get into trouble. I want to tell them to stop, but I cant seem to open my mouth. I want to warn them all, but I just cant do it. Its like Ive been placed in this position to watch. Wind is blowing on me. I can feel it against my skin, hair is flowing, and so is the gown I have on. Its white, can you believe that. Whats with white gowns in dreams. I might want a brown or red one. Sheeeeeesh! Im not dead. I can hear and feel the beat of my heart. Im alive, thank Yahweh! Next thing I hear are bells and a pull at the comforter. Its them kittys again. They are ambushing each other and tugging at the comforter. I wake up and look over the side of the bed. One of them looks up at me with them beedy eyes and gets ambushed by the other. They take off down the hall, bells a ringing. I flop back against my pillows, stretch, and let out a long sigh. 
Whats this day to hold? Do I have the proper armour? Am I ready? Lord I ask that you give me all that I need, to face...endure...conquer...love...survive...and enjoy this day. May I say, do, give, or make a difference in some ones life today.........*phone rings*
Whats this day to hold? Do I have the proper armour? Am I ready? Lord I ask that you give me all that I need, to face...endure...conquer...love...survive...and enjoy this day. May I say, do, give, or make a difference in some ones life today.........*phone rings* 
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