Sunday, October 08, 2006 Reflections Of A Seasons End...

Current mood: satisfied
Category: Life

Aaaah yeeees...the leaves have begun to change. No more boody shorts, bare mid drifts, exposed toes, or skimpy clothing. 'Less you crazy. *shrug* As this summer comes to an end, I begin to reflect on waters Ive trodden.

Those drives down to moms, for the weekend. The wonderful food, laughter, trash talkin, and love. Id eat, until food was sitting in my throat. Take my pants loose and lay up in my favorite recliner, in the pool room. Lights out, after that. I always gain at least two pounds, when I visit moms.
Yahweh, I thank you for all the laughter and smiles brought upon my face. You are so good!

Layin back in the chair, by the pool with my eyes closed. Giggling and splashing, I do hear. "I'll race you," one of them says.
Reminds me of when I was younger and my folks trusted us, to walk to the neighborhood pool. My children dont have to go anywhere. Their grandmother has a pool. I look at them playing and they dont realize how good they have it. Jumpin on their cousins back, splashing water on me. *cussin under bref*

Silly youngins. I think Ill walk around front to admire Yahweh's beauty. Buzzing and bloom all around. Wow! How some one could walk past His creations and not admire their beauty, is beyond me. Moms yard is a wonderland of life. *eyes closed* How could I forget all the intimate experiences I have had. I loved this summer, as well as received love. I love going through the motions of falling in love. Only problem with that, is you must be prepared to experience the hurt too. I made love and sure enough had some awesome love made to me.
Whew! Lets not forget about the laws I broke in many states, with what Ive done with my body. Oooooooweeeeeeeeee, as my boy would say! *sexy giggle* Sssshhhhh! *hushin the animal inside*

Sometimes I sit and wonder what Yahweh thinks, when He looks at me. I drive down the highway and look up at the clouds and wonder why He has allowed us to live another day, heck a second. Whatever the reason, I thank Him. Praises to Him and all that He has created.
This ole nose of mine has smelled many a flower, this summer. Could never get enough of that. I hate when they die off. I love walking through fields and smelling and looking. I spent some beautiful days on a friends farm, this summer. Talk about a spiritual place.
My my my, the music that has graced my ears. I cant imagine a life without music. I breathe it. Often wish I could sing. So many things can be done to, by, with music. *holdin self w/eyes closed* I was really feeling Adrianna Evans this summer. "You know that seein is believin, dont say ya love me, if ya leavin..."
How can I forget my twenty year reunion. Connections made, from the past. Old, new, here today, and gone tomorrow. *deep breath* Wow!
Oh yeah! New additions....Momo & Ebies! Momo be chillin. Well honestly he is too fat to do anything else but. Stomach hangs to the ground. Ebies, well she is such a beautch! Growls at anything that comes near the doors or windows. These two get up at five in the morning to play. *rollin eyes*
I cant forget the pains, disappointments, scares, lies, deceit, broken friendships, health issues, and heart aches Ive had this summer either. But as this season comes to an end, Im thankful for it all. Honestly! Its true what they say about what not killing you, makes you strong. Im proof! Halleluyah! Yeah I spelled it, just as I meant to. Most of you missed it any how! Come on fall. Im ready for a new season...