Sunday, October 01, 2006 Know It Alls........

Current mood: irritated

Im a peaceful person. I dont push my ways or thoughts on anybody. I dont judge. Nor do I try to change folks. I just dont knock them, for how they live their lives. *shrug* You do you and I'll do me. Cool right?

Why do folks feel the need to always cut you off, when you are talking? Why do they have to talk over you? Why do they always have to say "you know what your problem is?" Or "see the thing is, blah blah blah!" Why do they repeat themselves over and over again, no matter what you say. Why when you make a blanket statement, they some how get offended and compare it to themselves. Did I say something that hit home? Why do folks continue to say "Imma break you. Imma show you." WTF?! Im not bothering you. Dont show me sheeeeot! Why do they continuously tell you what they think is wrong with you, when you havent asked? Why do they constantly tell you that they dont believe you are happy with the choices you've made or how you are living your life? Now mind you, no one has asked them for their raggedy ass opinion. Why do they feel the need to tell you how they dont have any drama in their lives and they dont want none and they aint gonna take no shyt off nobody? But you havent asked them any of that. Why are they always on the defensive and walking around with thier chest out? How come you cant open your mouth to say something, without this person going the fukk off. Why do they talk so much. Why do they raise their voices, even though they are the ONLY ones talking? Why insult somebody you call friend, every chance you get? Why do they spend so much time finding things wrong with others and then say "to each his own?" Boy is that a contradiction.
Then I look hard at this person and realize, why the hell am I even bothering to defend myself when they trip? They really are the ones with the problem. They are unhappy. They are everything they swear they arent. Pathetic! Cannot allow this person to wear down my spirit. We arent dating, nor are we friends. Talked on the phone a lot and texts and email. But I never get to talk and when I do, it upsets this person. Im like "why did you call me again?" If I tell this person that I was with another man, they go off. All of a sudden they want to go down the list of things, that are wrong with me.

I love me and love doing ME. No literally! No seriously! Any who! And I dont think Ive asked anybody to validate me or tell me whats wrong with me. I dont think I need fixing. *shrug* I was listening to this person talk to themselves yesterday right. I wasnt saying much. They were getting all loud and stuff and then they said something about me thinking I was pretty and being spoiled. And then they said "Im not going to cater to you!" *hands on stomach and leaning over* You'll I aint gonna lie. I was quiet at that point and zoning out and minding my business. But when I heard that bullshit, I went off. I aint neva asked that muthafukka for nuthin!!! Not even his bootleg friendship. *uuuuugh* Last time I checked, my daddy was dead and my mother dont even talk to me like that.

Is it me or is this person mentally unstable as hell???