As I sit to type this, my nose is bleeding; tissue packed within the nostril to stop the bleeding. Been feeling pretty strange for the last few days. Havent been eating. Doing lots of dreaming and feeling rather fatigued. I feel like that butterfly stuck within the cocoon. I try hard to set myself free, with the flap of my wings, to no avail am I set free.
Laying on the couch asleep. Some one is calling my name, very softly. I wake to find two older women standing over me, telling me its time. I awake again, to find myself dressed in all white with the 2 women. From a grave on a hill come rising spirits of other women. I awake again, finding myself surrounded by them, humming, before a body of water. She says “its time” and pushes me into the river. I sink deep, still being able to see them above. I awake again, standing within the water. Women all about me, blessing me and humming, Im drenched. She says “it is done child. You are one!” Some one is speaking. I awake again to find him standing there, saying something about pictures of a spider. WTF!?
